AF

Last month was a tough one for me. I hate the first period after a mc but this second one seems to hit home just as much for me as the first one ever did. DH and I discussed with this baby announcing our pg at thanksgiving and then we should even know the sex of the baby. Everytime I think of my period being here I miss my baby. It breaks my heart to know that I am not pregnant. As far as ttc goes we haven't been careful but I am not temping or doing OPK like I did with Kiersten. We truly are trying to leave this is GOd's hands. It just hurts so much right now to miss my second angel that went to be with God.